Sleeping Not so much....

Well my little Kiernan was a champ last night. He went down at 7 and woke up at 3 for a feeding. Awesome..... But when I got back to my bed I could not fall asleep. I tried everything. I had such anxiety and had my to do list rolling in my head. I wanted to make sure that I take care of work stuff in the morning. KK will be at school so I can get everything done!! Problem was I couldn't turn it off and go to sleep. I am also going on an ACTS retreat and I am giving a talk so I had that playing through my head as well. Thinking of all the things that I needed to get ready for that weekend. Making sure I leave enough milk for my baby. He has been a big eater lately. Then I was thinking about the baptism and that I hope everything goes well. I hope the boys will get to come. I was thinking about Halloween and that I haven't even tried on KK's outfit. I thought about the pile of laundry that is getting higher and higher. Plus we had company this weekend so I thought about the huge pile of dishes that need washing. I thought about if my boys love me. And if my husband thinks I am a good wife.

All these thoughts randomly piled in my head and the end result.... I NEVER went back to sleep. Bill's alarm went off at 6:30am and I told him go back to sleep, I'll get Gavin to school because I am up already. Finally heard Kiernan at 7. What an awesome night of sleep. Too bad his mommy didn't sleep like that. I have found since he has started sleeping in his crib that I really have to wake up to go to the opposite side of the house to get him. Then I sit there for 15 minutes and by the time he is ready to transfer back down I am ready to go. Guess I'll try again tonight.